Lay down your guard again and I'ma stop beatin'. Ayy, rest in peace to what's her name? While in the cell with Lil' Hakeem, after I slapped him I had told him. Sometimes i wish bae could understand what god. And I still f*ck with Gates but sometimes I'm in my feelings. Now here's a toxic trait that I have. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah-yeah). The scene struck me as unnecessarily graphic at first. Life of a soldier, yeah, rrah. F*ck these niggas 'cause they lame.
He jumped the gate and left his bike. I ain't mean to sound ungrateful when I complain about the madness. I made my first million way before I did it big. 'Fore a nigga even get a chance, I'ma play my hand. Like f*ck a rap career, let's touch these streets and make a mil'. AceLex got a full one.
Ill Will made the beat bounce. I don't know where I should start but it's time for a change. I beg for distance when I'm mad, but bein' distant, we won't last. They look at us as hooligans but they don't understand the hand that I was dealt. Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, made it happen. My girl all in my ear screaming, "spend some time". Ain't no love, it ain't no help, every man for they self. Then Uncle Derek went to prison, that's when my troubles began. Sometimes i wish bae could understanding. I forever want you next to me. Then I been thuggin' dolo, lay in my bed and cut off my phone. Better watch your homies, keep your strap or get strapped to a shelf (Grrah).
We ain't get no kinda knowledge out these records. I was tryna hold on, hold on to ease the pain. This page checks to see if it's really you sending the requests, and not a robot. If I broke ya heart then I'm sorry about it (yeah). You know what I'm sayin'?
I walk in the mall with ten thousand on me (yeah). And I don't want no more love, I feel it's poison. Late at night I can't sleep 'cause I hear voices. Don't care about no followers. But that money make me happy, I'm so thankful for my team. I seen my nigga laid to rest in his Sunday best. Your people trippin', my people tripping, let's catch a flight. Close Enough To Hurt lyrics by Rod Wave with meaning. Close Enough To Hurt explained, official 2023 song lyrics | LyricsMode.com. Had to leave ya 'lone, what it came down to (yeah). Whether it's relationship problems, street problems, other problems. And now the millions and got brand new whips and brand new mansions. Okay, green light, uh, pistol in the party don't seem right. What's love to a broken heart?
I love the way she wear her hair, lace fronts and all. Just wanna jump in my car, fill it with gas, and go far and not look back. Sometimes i wish bae could understand what you think. Every move easy, count each step. Everybody just talking 'bout how many chains they got on, and how much dope they sold. Cars, clothes, and money, but nobody I can trust in. Gave you a second chance and you left again (uh). Like where these niggas was when we was slidin' in my Acura.
I don't feel pain, too much money. Put my heart before the bag, worst shit I ever did. I represent struggle, man, hard times, man, for sure, man (bottom boy survival, hard time living). I was just so young, so young, didn't know the difference. Seen them close the casket on Deja, we grew up together. I don't wanna be here no more, Lord, come and get me.
At the end of part two, about two-thirds of the way through the book, Vuong breaks the prose apart and spools together many of the scenes and ideas at work into a powerful 8-page sequence in poetic form. I had one tear for you left, said you'd be here, but you left. Broken-hearted, forever broken-hearted. I still be thanking God that I made it this far. Was way in 2013 when she left, I was 15 when she left. Came from nothing, they don't understand. A month later, phone ring, and now Bang out in the grave. You know I'm with my niggas, right or wrong. Even though it's hard times, it's too late to give up now, my nigga.
I just did XXL, me and my nigga Jigga (whoa). To tell you that you cross my mind and I took that as a sign, that I should call and say hi. I get the money and stay out the way, they think I'm crazy. When you find somebody (everybody need somebody). Before you judge me, take a minute, go to the beginning. Uh, it's safe to say I'm changing (yeah). It ain't a loss, it's just a lesson and a story to tell.
Nigga play, they gon' lay 'bout me, yeah (grrah).